18 months, but who's counting?

[peacetoday]

SH
I dont know
ive thougth Ive reached acceptance only to realize im not done
I dont know about this either but you said your kind of not friendly to H
do you think its worth one last shot to be friendlier more available. and consistanly ..give it 6 weeks
.not pursuing but start/be apart of a converstaion if that becomes available
smile or do some behavior more friendly and different than what youve been...thansking for something. or affirming some decent thing hes done for you making it a bigger deal than usual..like this favor he did for your trip..being happy and upbeat when you see him..telling him thats a nice shirt??? i dont know

im friendly..to mine ..it obviously has done nothing to restore my M
but the door is open..H knows he can talk to me and I wont ridicule or reject him regardless of what he is into

do you have anything to lose
you can always go back to being less available
peace