Meredith..your 5 years continuned.

[cagzmom]

[quote=CMNM]C,
When you look back at things in an honest way, weren't there things that could have been better in your marriage? If possible, would you honestly want this whole situation to turn around tonight and go back to the same exact way it was tomorrow?

Looking back I can see where I messed up. AND I think that is what makes me kinda sad because I have changed so much so much!!

Do I want it to go back..NO WAY!! I just had wanted to have a chance....thats all. You know..like people who do marriage counseling and WORK at things rather than do what my h did which is RUN away.

Yes, you do deserve better than that selfishness. Either some

day he will snap out of it, or you will find someone new. Either way, we need to get you in the frame of mind to know that you are worth more than what you were getting, so you will be ready for a REAL relationship with a REAL man.

And here in lay the problem with CZM...get to the frame of mind that I DESERVE BETTER. I just can not believe that i continue to refuse to see him for who he is. REALLY. I am being honest...so very very honest. I would LOVE to have a REAL man...more than you know. (not now..when it is time)