I'm here! You sound like how I felt after the second bomb. Calm, collected, of course not happy with it but accepting and although I was a little clueless about the future I knew I was not going down the pain, crying, begging etc route.
Now it's time for you. be kind to yourself. Treat yourself, hang out with friends, enjoy life. For now don't worry about H or how you can get to feeling good about him - YOU are the most important person right now.
Bomb (ILYBINILWY, don't want to be married)Sept05 Seperated Sept/Oct 05 Oct 06 - H recomitted July 11 - I am now a WAW.
