Did you notice I said I would probably not have gone either? I unerstand how you feel. Completely. You live every emotion to it's maximum, when you hit lows you really do it and when you are feeling optimistic and good, you are flying. I AM JUST LIKE YOU!!! I for one am a person that fully respects and follows insticts and gut feelings and feelings. The "Wimp" part was just a joke (stupid one if it made you feel bad).
But, I insist, that we, all of us, myself included of course, need to GAL for us. Just US. It's not helping us to continue live life as if they were with us because they are not.
I am with you 100% of the way. But I hate to see you struggling with "ifs" and "what ifs". Sometimes I can even hear your thoughts drawning (spell check pls?) you. I truly hate that because I am convinced you are a great girl and you deserve the best...
