There are times I expect to see Rod Serling standing in the corner introducing my life as an episode on "The Twilight Zone". If it gets to the "Night Gallery" phase, I may run screaming from the state.
I can totally relate to your swing in emotions when you look at her. I've had times when I physically want to just pummel my H. We all deserve love and compannionship. We will all have it. Right now our choices have lead us to fight for these lost souls that we love. it sux esp not knowing how it all will end. I do know that in the end I will be cherished. So will you.
