Doing This all Wrong!! HELP

[water2moon]

Going Forward, thanks for asking. It was a rough day. I have so many questions and so much anger and I keep on giving H a hard time. he keeps threatening me that he will leave, I tell him to go. it's a vicious cycle. Deep down I know neither of us wants this to be over yet I can't seem to make my self stop. I get so angry everytime I think of all of the lies that he told her and me as well. Last night he says he answered all of her questions as best as he could. mostly he told her he lost his mind and doesn't know why he lied to her. I think it was a power trip. She sounds so young and naive and has this child who she wanted to find a daddy for, well my H already has his own children.I just really need to try and find forgiveness. I'm going to search through the forum and see if can find some advice about letting go of the anger and the hurt. I can't believe how much support I've already gained from this wonderful site