I saw your post too late. You see, I couldn't keep my big mouth shut and spoke to H again. That of course has only made things worse. Now I have pushed us into a corner of my own creation. There are no other issues in my M other than this. So I no longer have any other alternative but to try and meet H in7 his comfortable zone. I need verbal and pysical expression of love in order to feel loved but I have to learn not to be this way and concentrate on other good things that H does for me instead. I hope for both our sakes and for the sake of our baby that I succeed. Wish me luck please, I need it very much right now.