I know that I need to move on...plain black and white. A mutual friend of ours told me that she feels she can never forgive herself for what she had done..meaning the A. So, to her, its was over then. I feel like an idiot sometimes for holding on this long...but I feel Im at the point I have done all I can.
At least I have the peace of mind, with Gods grace, that I have been the victor in this because I stood for my M. I know God has seen that along with many others...at least they didnt judge me for trying.
Thanks and God bless...when I get over this 100%, I will remember this, RMG.