1. I read "The Little Prince" for the first time. I bought it with the intention of giving it to B as a "low pressure reaching out gift" when I come out of the dark. He told me many months before the bomb that he borrowed it from someone and it made a big impact. I thought it would be nice for him to have his own copy and also that would be a good way to show him that I really care and that I know things about him that probably no one else would know. It seemed perfect. But I thought I should read it through before giving it to him.
But then I actually read it, and it made me really sad. It seems like very obvious pro-relationship propoganda! B = little prince. Me = cranky flower/rose. "Come back to your planet! The rose (obvious parallel for the relationship) is important because of the time you spent taking care of it!" So now I am uncertain. What are your thoughts, guys? Maybe I will just save it for the bottom of the reaching-out list.... maybe AFTER I give him the vibrating head massager!!
2. Question: When you pray for your WA, what do you pray for? I pray for B and me to move towards each other with open arms and open hearts. I do positive visualization of both of us having a loving, growing new relationship, living in the same city, and realizing our own personal dreams.
But when I try to pray for B individually, I am not sure what to ask for. I think I have a stupid complex that the more confused and sad he is, the more he will realize that he misses me. But maybe the opposite is true, and the happier he is and the more the pieces of his life fall into place, the more he will realize I am an important piece that is missing. What do you guys do?
