Hurtin, I think her comment that she was scared is interesting. Scared of what? Of meeting you or scared of the car issues? You didn't get to talk when you dropped off your D?
I hate the bad dreams. Try not to obsess too much. If you can't get it out of your head, just call her up. Ask her.
Stop reading those messages! Yes, she's said she misses you, but she's not back. You were so detached before that, and ready to move on, now she's driven you right back into the ground. You've been trying to get things to work for a couple of years.
Why don't you set up another meeting? You need a decision from her. You can't live in limbo forever. Get some motivation from Husband...
