Had a HORRIBLE dream that what she wanted to talk to me about was that she is pregnant with OM's child. I woke up feeling devastated and couldnt go back to sleep.
Ive been obsessing over whether or not she is pregnant all day, usually when I "feel" something is happening, it does.
I feel almost as bad as the day I found out about OM on Thanksgiving.
I keep reading all the texts on my phone about how she misses me and is going to kick him out (but she never did). I feel so depressed.
Hurtin: 32 WAW: 30 D: 8 Bomb: 10/05 Sep: 12/05 Back together 8/07 Bomb (OM): 11/07 Filed for D (me): 12/07
