Helloooo...Smoother Ride....Where Are You?? - Pt.2

[SueS]

Hello everyone-

Just journaling today..........
After being out until 3:30 am on Thurs. night/Friday morning, my H decided he wanted to play family on Fri. night & Sat. He asked D3 and I out to dinner and then wanted us to go shopping with him on Sat. That didn't last long, as he went out with his 20-something friends on Sat. night (left at 10:30 pm & got home at 2:45 am). D3 and I had fallen asleep in the recliner. He woke me up & put D3 in her bed. H was quiet on Sunday until I noticed his typical sneak off between 2:30 & 3:00 pm to call OW. I made him aware I knew what was going on. After that he was nice, talking....etc.

Thank goodness work has been busy and D3 has kept me going. I try to keep my mind on work and other things that need to be done. I just hurt, but at the same time feel numb about this pain. I'd thought originally that H's A had started in June of '07. From emails I saw in Jan., I believe that it's now coming close to a year since it started.....at least the EA. It hurts to know that he's betrayed me for that long or longer. I almost told him last night that I'd had enough. That he was free to go.

My SIL & BIL are coming to visit in about 3 weeks. I look forward to seeing them.

Time to get D3 some dinner. Have a good night.

Paul & Sheila- Thanks! I hope you both know how much your words mean to me.

SueS