I didn't get any of you last post, you sounded a little crazy and was less understandable than Forrest at his best.
I think I can see W moving more in my direction, but at a much slower pace than I would like. I just want to dive straight in and talk R or head straight for the honey pot.(Naughty Lanzo). I think really for my piece of mind to get rid of the spectre of OM and say to myself yes she's truly mine again. W on the other hand is edging forward more slowly.
Today when we had our nice phone call W said tonight we retire to bed early and relax with the bedroom TV before lights out. When we managed to get D6 back to her own bed W asked me to massage her leg, (she has a thigh muscle problem). Well I massaged her leg for a good while, and this relaxed her to a point where she dozed off with a kind of pleasurable smile on her face. At this point I'd want to dive in for more, but I can now see this as W's way of edging forward, allowing me to touch more in small increments.
If I look back at how we were a few weeks ago it seemed W had a silent alarm which would go off at the slightest physical contact, now the state of alertness has been relaxed to allow some caressing but no journeys south of the border. So patience, patience, patience I can see the progress, I can feel the progress.
Piecing what's it all about ?, I haven't a clue. All I know is I'm over here and I'm moving forward.
