H has called today. It has been the longest gap between phone calls ever, 10 days.

And he didn't sound good. An alien talk, once again!

This can only mean one thing: the OW is hard at work.

The more space I give him, the more he needs! Sometimes I think if I would go dark for a couple of months he'd have forgotten my name, LOL.

What am I doing wrong? I am so sick of it and so MAD at the moment, I really start to think I should let him ride off into sunset with the OW if that's what he wants so badly.

Any suggestions?


I ask not for a lighter burden, but for broader shoulders
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M 46
H 45
D 17
M/T 23
Bomb #1 (ILYBNILWY) 12.06
Bomb #2 (OW) 12.07
Bomb #3 (chose OW over M) 9.08