Good news about your Dad Tomato... it's progress and thats great.
As for your struggle today.. maybe by cheering you on I can cheer myself up. Lets remind ourselves how far we've come?? I know for me I couldn't get through a day without sobbing in the early days and recently I've had a couple of belly laughs. Can you see any signs that you've gotten stronger?? I know it isn't easy and the road seems very long but you are doing this, you are standing for your marriage! That takes courage and a lot of strength. I am proud of you and everyone else on these boards for setting goals and working towards them.