I am sorry you are here. Let me tell you that as far as the crying goes you will feel better all the time. Time takes time. Time is your friend here. Do not pursue her, give her space and let her come to you. You have to be strong.
Do not bieleve one thing that come out of her mouth. She is going to tell you story's about your marrage and past that are going to blow you away. She is completely nuts right now and there could be another person involved which makes it really hard. Stay away and don't bieleve anything.
