Dar, The problem is that you are living your life around your Husband and he gets to dictate how your mood will be.
Imagine he no longer exists as your Husband, just as a mere aquaintance or someone from work.
If you see him or hear from him its nice, but if you don;t then it doesn't matter.
Dar, IF he wasn't your Husband and you just met this man, the way is he now, NOT the way you knew him, would you even be interested in having any type of relationship with him?
Be honest!
There can be no testimony without a test. I am praying to go through this test and come out the other end with a new and better marriage then before.
