Bomb,

That's a terrible story man. How mean can people get? Someone very close to me once said "The people whom you love the most will be the people that will hurt you the most". I thought that was the worst thought pattern I had ever heard and thought that person was horrible for even thinking that. Well here we are.

It hurts so bad! I am really trying. But backslide once in a while.

Is it ok to Backslide once in a while? A few good things came out of it. I am no longer confident that she had an affair but was just looking to hurt me and play that up. Also, I don't think she is talking to her lawyer at all and is giving it time which tells me she kinda likes what she see's. Could this be?

Someone said they have to hit rock bottom before they return. Is'nt it sad that I can't wait until she crashes and burns. I will be here to pick up the pieces

Small steps! One minute at a time.

Thank you for your support