I have done some things to make me feel better about myself but I guess I can do more. And yes in 5 months if I don't do them where will I be...depressed and still moping. So I will try and do some more things to make myself feel better and just try and forget about him as best as I can. I have to realize in my heart that it is over not just saying the words.

Thanks! I needed a pep talk! Go Cheering Secction! \:\)