I got your texts and was on phone with a new friend from CA going thru EXACT same stuff! I told her to come here and poke around and she is amoung friends here...Judy if you see this..."HHHIIII"
Anyhow...Treese you hang in there..its sooooo hard..words cant even describe...I know...I'm living the dream too..sigh
As far as the Ipod...honestly? I dont think your H intentionally pulled it out to hurt YOU. he just did it cuz he did it. He wasnt thinking " lets see..how can I hurt Treese? I know!!! I'll pull out my Ipod!!! That outa do it!"
Nope I dont belive that..He's just plain ole not thinking about much of anything cept about HIMSELF and what hes FEELING at that moment. And fortunately or unfortunately it wasnt really about you..however you wanna look at it. And my guess was it wasnt even about the OW..it was simply about HIM. Period.
Now pick yourself up. Dust youslef off and get back to divorcebusting...K?
This is gonna take every once of energy and self control we have. We have two choices...
#1 Curl up and die
#2 Fight with everything we have. Fight with confidence. Fight with strength. fight with patience...but most of all fight with love.
Is there any guarentee? Sadley No. But I'd rather go down fighting and setting an example for my girls.
So Treese..get you fighting heart on...we have work to do!
M 44 H 44 M 22 yrs D 20 D 16 D 13 Bomb 1 8/25/07 Bomb 2 9/30/07 Left 10/01/07 OW..yup
Me? I'm scrambling to save my family. My H is just scrambling.
