Another lonely night without her. I sat up last night staring at the ceiling wondering how I got into this situation. I don't want to leave my house. I don't want my kids to hurt anymore.
It's freaking surreal in my house. No love, but she is still taking care of me. Laundry, cooking, cleaning.... etc
Last night my kids were watching some show where the parents were arguing. My son said something about the W and I arguing the other morning. My W said that she and I don't argue. My D said "well, then why are you getting divorced". W didn't really have a response for that one. Sort of mumbled about falling out of love.
