Hound and Fish,

Congrads!!! you guys are my hero's and have worked really hard. I wish I was where you guys are. I am so far away and it does not feel like things are getting better. I have the time and patience but man this is hard and she has to be willing to move toward me also. I have moved tremendously in her direction but she doesn't seem to be moving toward me and I don't think she will until she comes out of this fog.

I am also backsliding and being drawn into her trap. I have to be very careful. She says she dosn't have the feeling and may not get it back. That really hurts but i try not to show it. i told her this morning that I felt really bad for her and the way she was feeling and the decisions she is making and I am her friend and here to help. I told her it must really hurt and be very painful inside and I am here for her.