The weekend was okay anyway. I just don't like to see H really. It upsets me every time he walks out the door. He said that we'll be talking about all of this on Wed after the meeting at school (I believe this is the 4th time this school meeting has been rescheduled!). I still made sure I had make up on and looked pretty good both when he picked up D and dropped her off. I just don't think I can handle rejection at this meeting. He did say again that he's still considering moving back with his parents since he's not happy in the sitch he's in now. BUT, does that mean he is done and there's no chance of returning home soon? Or does that just mean he's still not ready? I think I'm over-analyzing this too much and upsetting myself.
