MLC came to my house...

[Sandyof5]

Ok guys answer this for me..if anyone can share/compare...

My H seems to have this "vendetta" against me...he seems to want to destroy me, financially, emotionally, just pure hate. I have do NOTHING but be patient, kind, loving and faithful. I"m in constant prayer for him. Have I done "digging" to find proof of OW? Yes I have been have done nothing with it except to confront him about a month or so ago with it ( not revealing my proof just telling him I did have it) he has been keeping his distance and also seeming to trash talk me more to others and basically sayng Im worthlesss and need to get a job and etc. I have been keeping myself very busy and throwing myself into GALing. Being best mom I can be etc etc..but his pure hate towards me is kinda "bringing me down". I have to keep grabbing myself by the scruff of the neck and pulling myself back up straight and tall. Its so tough when the man you love with all your heart who has been your protector and soul mate is now your arch enemy. I know its all part of the script...sigh...but really? Is it this bad for others? really this bad???? Like you guys who's H have come home/are coming home...did you honestly feel the HATE? Was it really that bad? I know they all detach and become distant and someone else..but hate to the point of wanting to destroy you? Is it because he sees me NOT floundering. NOT failing. NOT being "moved" by his actions that he is working even harder at "bringing me down"?

LOL ...well if thats the case..he has NO IDEA who his wife is now..he has NOOO idea of the strength I can have..he has NO idea whom I have become in these 5 months..and he has NOO idea of the power of prayer and what God can do...

I told my FIL yesterday I feel like little ole David with his sling shot standing and looking at Goliath and saying ( pretty much) "God stand behind me...this is waaay bigger than me...protect me..guide me and give me the strength I need to stand up to this giant Goliath"

....and he did....