I am backsliding big time. DB is so simple but so hard. She is so harsh on me. I mentioned that her hair needed combing in the back this morn and she flipped out on me. I asked her to be nicer to me in front of the kids.
I told her I was very sorry for what she was going through and I am here to help her in anyway possible. I told her I felt bad and it must feel horrible to have lost her feelings for me and the pain of making the decisions is is making.
She is trying the "leave the note around strategy again". I told her the strategy of being mean and nasty to me so that she makes me feel nothing toward her so she feels better about her decisions is not working. I want to help her not hate her.
I had a big backslide the last two days but I am only human.
