I guess I need to re-read everything again and again. . .
Part of it is I'm just so danged tired of being the only one fighting for us and I'm really tired of getting kicked down. . . I feel for him, I really do, he seems so unhappy sometimes but I've been taking hits now for too long and I'm just about wore out.
When is he going to get it? And if I give up on us, I'm afraid we'll both lose. . . I want someone to just shake him. . . no one will stop and say "D, you're making a huge f*uckin mistake! Get your sh*t together before it's too late!"
No one has said that to him. Oh, they'll say it to me and to each other, but not to him.
