I don't know what I''m doing!

[gsr1]

Well someone tell me, is this man confused or what? In my last post, H told me he didn't want to be intimate with me because he felt he was betraying himself and OW. Then next day I decide to have a drink, started talking nonsense about everything, by the way not really drunk or anything just wanted to see his reaction, although I was a little tipsy, I am not a big drinker, 2 drinks and I'm good for the night, anyway by 6 that evening he joins me , just to get a buzz. So by 8:30 p.m. were in bed doing what he says he can't do. This goes on the rest of weekend. Calling me babe treating me like he used to, like his wife, flirting, holding my hand hugging me tight.

This after he tells me Thursday night that he has chosen her over me and just wants for me to let him go, no more rollercoaster ride of emotions for me, doesn't want to do that to me anymore. By the way he said he told OW it was over just before Valentines Day told her he wanted to try again with me, I am sure he told her he changed his mind again before he came home this weekend, thats why the speech to me.

So here I am more confused more than ever, and apparently him too.

Some input pleassssse, I think I'm going crazy.