For all those who consider that I feel the ultimate victim. This isn't how I see myself.
I am glad you don't see yourself as the victim. Maybe you didn't mean to come off the way you did in your posts but you did come off as someone with the "victim" mentality to the rest of us. I am not bashing you, I am just letting you know how the rest of us saw it, ok?
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I have taken some suggestions, and left others behind, done what I felt was best for me at that time
And only you get to make the final decision. You have to do what you feel is right for you, but don't be afraid to try new things too.
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I have printed out each and every reposne I have received on these boards and keep them, re-read them. I have taken some suggestions, and left others behind,
This is good. Just make sure you just don't take only the advice you WANT to hear, sometimes you have to take some of the NEED to hear advice.
It can't hurt to try a solution journal. I do have to say that you do sound stronger than the last time you were around.
