H and I own business together, still talking

[grid, lost]

D was being trained by college coaches as an eight grader on.

She could have gone pro. if wanted to. Very lucky in many ways, one the coach, etc. also parents who supported her. As you and I chatted about wanting to go further in sports and parents wouldn't support us. How much that hurt. So D is very lucky

Yep, I shaved it off tonight, if W asks why I shaved it off I'm going to say somebody wanted to see what I would look like without a beard. I just won't tell her it was me. I kind of like it, it's been years since I've had a clean face. Coach said I need to change my appearance

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Mike all I can say is your good very good! What everyone say at work and the ladies their comments. I like clean shaved guys better than not. LOL old school or somethin, no the beard tickles. lol

I guess this is drastic enough.

Yep I think you're a good student for your coach.

She asked my best friend if I was dating someone,
She's hooked Mike, you have her. Can hardly wait to hear next step with her. Post what your coach offers, ok? Talking and asking questions to your friends means it is killing her to not know. Yea, agree with you, first didn't want you around now you say ok, and go off with new life. Oh dear that isn't what she had in mind. You aren't suppose to have alife and enjoy it without her. Sometimes I feel like the WAS wants the LBS to be in as much pain as they are.

Maybe I'll get up early and sit in my car and see if W drives by again, not going anywhere tonight I think.

ROFL, but then will be hard to surprise her again. W may put 2 n 2 together and realize your aren't involved with another person. Then again, maybe she will not drive by. Oh H*** go sit in car. lol As you are reading this the night has passed, so what happen:??

Grid, don't give up, he seemed to be reconnecting earlier. He will poke his head out and go back into the tunnel. It's a roller coaster ride, hang on.

mike, I really will not give up but need some time away from H and no contact in ref. to personal stuff. of course easier said than done. So much we shared and know he has the answer. Some times rather than what till I find info. another way, later, I call him. Actually this maybe pulling away is exactly what I should do.
Coach, said to me, "H has truly with drawn from the world. He has elected to take his life raft and go drift in the sea away from all. I am on my own raft, out to sea adrift and what I'm to do is slap on the sun tanny lotion and wait. Let H make decisions, etc." So maybe me pulling back and getting away from him is exactly what I'm doing. Going to take a few weeks and then call Jodie again, see if there is anyway to reconnect. Maybe with me gone H will take a serious look at the OW and ask him self if this is what he really wants. Then again, maybe not. As long as H is drifting on his raft H is not going to make a decision.
Now this coming week is about all Mike and his golden opportunity. the ice block is starting to move, ever so slowly.
Do you suppose with W wanting the jewelry deprt. position maybe she is starting to realize the damage and isolation her present schedule is causing her. Think? She just might click the schedule did some impack on hurting the marriage after all.
Let us all hope so and pray W is looking at the world from a differnt angel.
grid, lost