Uncomfortably Numb II

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W sent me a text today, "why aren't you returning my calls?"

Gee maybe it has something to do w/ you telling me, "Let me go, leave me be. I want peace and quiet."

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she must have expected me to not honor that request as I had done so many times previously. Who knows?

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My W suffers fm RAD.

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What is RAD?

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I figured someone would ask.

It is reactive attachment disorder

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it commonly goes hand in hand with post traumatic stress disorder . .associated with an abrupt break in maternal bonding in early childhood.

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basically my W didn't get to have a childhood & she was forced to pretty much raise herself. She did a pretty good job of it . .all things considered.

Her early life was terrible unfortunately.

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Today I am just trying to not let things pull me downward.

This sure is a struggle. On that I don't know if I am winning or not. And for the moment I don't even care. I will just lower my head and bowl forward til I get through this day.

Gotta lengthy drive fm parents to my place and work. Bye for now.

I hope everybody is finding some positives in the day. God bless you all.

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oh, my dad had a good enough day today for them to transfer him fm hospital to in-patient rehab for another 5-7 days to get him on his feet again and functioning. Sucks getting old!

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not that I would know!!