WL, I never said you were terrible or lazy. I think I just implied that you don't want to listen. Whether you believe it or not, everyone is trying to give you constructive advice but you are looking for the "miracle" answer. Well I am sorry, there isn't any.

People can give you out tons of advice, you can read all the books out there, get your hands on all the information available, but until you actually sh!t and get off the pot, nothing is going to change.

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I am hurting
We all are. You are no different. You can sit around all day thinking about what to do or you can actually go and do it.

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looking for my own roadmap to get me the H*LL out of this mess
You mean to tell me that in all the advice that was given to you, nothing was for you? How do you know if you don't try?


Me:35, ex: 36
Sons: 9 & 7
Bomb: July, 2006
Divorced 2009