Anewme is an angel from God, I was strong enough to get out of bed one day, b/c of one of her posts to me.
I don't know about an angel from God but I am so happy to hear that I helped you. I have come to believe that is what God put me here for. That is why I teach the type of children I teach and that is why I have chosen counseling for my Masters program. I have had so much help from others throughout my life, I have to give back, it is my obligation to pay it forward.
When H sends me messages regarding finances. I am answering his questions with as much kindness and validation as I can find. I have even been thanking for time he has spent with S21 and S32 without OW (of course, I don't mention her, I just thank him for that time and tell him how much it means to them). Now if he could just reconnect with S18, I would feel better. I feel that the Lord has led me to stand because H and I are not done. I still have much work to do on me to get there.
Thank you so much Lissie for words. You have no idea how much they help me find the strength to go on. Happy, I think I have my answers. Thanks for leading me there all of you.
Last edited by ANewMe; 02/25/0801:08 AM.
Everything happens for a reason, maybe Dad needs to find that it isn't better out there, he needs to realize how good he had it here. Maybe he will find God and that is the most important thing when he finds Him he will know he is supposed to come home.
