Meredith..your 5 years continuned.

[cagzmom]

Keeping focused on US is so hard. I mean even on this wonderful board.. this stitch. EVERYTHING in my mind rolls over to him .YET for me - for you for all of us we have to think about us.

Oh yes Pam I too am in the 12 step decontrolonizing myself. Actually C brought it up again yesterday. Time and time again.
But we are a work in progress tee hee.

I am learning that control isn't all what I thought i was cracked up to be..that letting go and letting people make their own choices (even my 19 year old son) is better than me trying to direct thier lives. UGH! =( It is good - I am glad to let go..but it hasn't been easy.

My happliy married friends daughter said that she was kinda "envious" that me and my daughter get to do so many "Girly" things you know mom and daughter things. IT is true..their is GREEN grass on both sides of the fence. YOU JUST HAVE TO SEE IT! =)

H is coming over to drop off d11 very soon. AND YES the sagga continues...more later...