Whats done is done and you have to focus on the future.
Stop tring to guess what he is doing, where he is and what he is thinking.
You willl go crazy and still not get it right.
You need to focus on yourself.
He is out of the house and you need to find peace for yourself.
He is in his own world travelling at his own pace. You wil not speed this up in any way shape or form and that is why you have to GAL.
I know it is hard, and it will take time but leah, do it for your own sanity.
You will have down days and that is when you need to come here for support.
When you post give the others time to read and you will get excellent advice and insight.
Remember after the down days you will get up days. I find after the down days there will be a life lesson in there somewhere and I use it to become stronger.
But above all else remember, find youself and patience,patience,patience with yourself, the relationship and H.
Enlightenedbylife
"Sometimes in the winds of change, we find our true direction"
