So sorry to hear about how tough things are right now. I'm not sure I have any great advice to offer right now, other than to say that I'm thinking of you and that there are lots of people on here who will give you great advice and support- things tend to be a little slower at the weekends, but there are people around.
From reading your thread, I get the impression that you might need to do some detaching and work out a way to stop worrying about where H is and what he is doing. What have you been doing to GAL?
