This week has really been good for me. Although I do think of H, I find myself not obsessing about where he is or what he is doing. I am busy with the kids and last night I actually had a few hours to myself as d12 went to a friend's and s15 went to his semi. It was so nice. I went to the mall and bummed around. It felt so good.
Anyway, not much on the H front. He seems to be pulling back. I guess I always expect him to tm me at night, but this week he has called a couple of times and that is all. Yesterday he came by while I was out with s15...he left shortly after I got home. I sent him a picture of s15 all dressed up and got no comment...not that I expected one but he usually does.
Whatever. He seems to be running back into the tunnel. Monday must have felt too good.....or his MOW can give him some time. Who knows. All I know is that due to the storm on friday, I have enjoyed a great 3 day weekend with the kids. I got out and did something for me last night and I just went to the store and stocked up on things to cook this week that are healthy!! (although the price of food these days can give me a stroke).
H has a birthday on friday...he is a leap year baby. He insists that we don't get him anything, but I did ...just a little something from the kids. S15 turns 16 on 3/10 and d12 turns 13 on 3/16. Those should be interesting milestones for H. I think he will probably have a hard time with it.
Snodderly, focus off H for the most part, but why do I still feel like he will never get through this.
