To "Piece" or not to "Piece....

[Jeanette1120]

Thanks guys....

Why do I feel like the "deer caught in the headlights"??? So many things racing through my head. The inlaws would be at the top of my list. But I spose I wouldn't let that bother me as they would be the uncomfortable feeling ones....not me. But I'm getting too far ahead of myself

So I'll just leave it at today.

Last I heard he said he was working today but was going to leave early. So I called his work because I'm not going to sit here looking stupid wondering if he's coming over or not. Guess who didn't go to work today?? Tap tap tap.....so I stopped writing this post and called his cell phone....he answered all sleepy.....are you guys ready?

Again the sincere appalogies and the "honey I'm sorry but they called me to work today from 12 to 10 and I really really need the money as I'll get Sunday pay...please don't be mad but I can't pay my bills and I worked last night until 1:00A.M. Silence.....he said Honey! You still there?? WHOOOSH....all my air went out as I exhaled.....I said look, I understand your money issues and I'm not going to lie and say I'm not dissapointed because I am. (again an he said how sorry he was and to please not get mad) I said Rich...I've never got angry with you.....a bit annoyed but not angry. He thanked me and said he would call me when we woke up...I had nothing else to say but ok, go back to sleep you sound very tired.

ARGH! He's making this difficult!! But I do believe he is telling the truth.....why? I dunno....maybe it's because NOW in front of almost every sentence he speaks he says....HONESTLY it's blah blah blah. Before I just got the blah blah blah.

Sooooooooo.....(*)#(&%*^*@(@__)()#%*(&(#*(&@( (insert expletives of your choice Whats another couple of days going to do.....make me crazy or crazier?

Yes it's annoying and frustrating as hell......but what can I do?

I can finish up some housework and go hit the beach! He doesn't like the beach, it's too hot for him. I LOVE IT!

Heres a cute story to end this with. Me and my gf who is 38 went to the Church Carnival last night. While standing in line to ride the ZIPPER this cute li'l chubby boy in front of us looked up and said "Are you guys in line"? I said "yes we are" He said "uhm...aren't you guys a bit oldddddddd-ER to ride this"? Nowkeep in mind his grandmother is standing next to him so I couldn't just slap him, so I threw on my best America's Next Top Model smile and said " no sweetie, this ride is for adults...see that post over there??? Perhaps you should go stand under it and see if your TALL enough to get on the ride"! SHORTY! LOL we all busted out laughing! The little fella walked over to the post and since he had puffy hair he justttt made it. I then had to tell him he best stuff more socks in his shoes!! Too cute! His grandmother told me to feel flattered that he said older.....as he thinks she's ancient, cos he said to her the other day..."Grandma? I can't believe you dont' understand computers as long as you've been around". LOL I ended up riding the ride with the little fella....almost choked on my necklace as I was laughing so hard everytime we went upside down my necklace ended up in my mouth

So it's Sunday....my I wanna have Funday! So I'll finish up some house-cleaning and hit the streets. Must be something out there to do!

How many times can one get stood up before .....nevermind. I'm seeing it through to the end!

BYE HUGS and THANK YOU!

Jeanette