I'm so sorry Cat...he seems so torn, between what he knows is right and good and the psycho world he's wrapped up in. I know you love him. The good him. I hope at some point he makes a decision and either comes back to you a whole man or lets you go and live your own life. You deserve peace and love and safety. You really do.
I can't understand why, if her pull is so strong, he is trying so hard to keep you on the line. Well, strike that, I do know why--you are worth it. Gah. I just wish he'd man-up and choose a direction.
