dont' know what he'd gain by making me think she is bowing down gracefully, i don't know, or another trick from her? who knows, guess I'm still believing some of what he says, it is just hard to know when he is spinning lies and when he is truthful. You are right, I must keep it all business.

Sara, he does get stupid when he drinks, he knows it, he has a binge here and there, but isn't an alcoholic, he is an untreated ADHD person with depression thrown in, and MIL told me this am he was told a while ago he might be narcisist.

I told him to stop txting me tonight, I just wanted to watch "goosebumbs" with d9 and forget all his crap for a nanosecond. It feels better, it actually makes me jumpy and uneasy when I hear my phone's sound for txts and i know its' him. I need to detoxify myself again...


Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2

30something
2kids
survivor of S, MLC, A, D
I have peace in my heart, at last.