Took the kids to our favorate College basketball team game tonight. They won by 2 points. Wife and i are not very happy with each other today. Just bad communication over last night. Tommorrow is another day. Soccer in the morn from 9-12 which will give W some space. I wish she would come out of this fog. I am starting to have a very difficult time holding on. There just seems to be so much happiness and love out there that i really long for again. I feel like I am kissing my grandmother when I kiss her goodbye. I need passion and love to survive. It is a basic neccesity. I need patience and time but it is so hard!
