Kimmie,
I'm glad you got to enjoy the sunshine. I know you're in a lot of pain. It WILL get better.

Even though I've been at this almost 9 months, I still find it hard to get motivated. I still have to make myself do things sometimes.

Do you have family nearby? Do they know what you are going through?

My email address is in my profile if you want to chat more.

Joie