Lets see..My H called to "talk" about finances. I first prayed. It was ugly but I kept it together and mostly listened. Then I mentioned his affair. He denied. I didnt say too much. He told me he would be pursuing a new relationship and I needed to except it. I was pretty unmoved by it. "creepy calm" you might want to call it.He proceeded to tell me everything I did wrong ....again. I kept quiet. Im getting so good at this. It went on for a while then he had to go. I ended convo with " H sooo many people all over this country are praying for you and our family..sooo many..we are so blessed...so very very blessed"

He said nothing but a calm "bye"

( I think I might have hit "something". we shall see.)


M 44
H 44
M 22 yrs
D 20
D 16
D 13
Bomb 1 8/25/07
Bomb 2 9/30/07
Left 10/01/07
OW..yup

Me? I'm scrambling to save my family. My H is just scrambling.