Finding my way out of the dark

[mishka422]

Thanks MMF - I will get in touch with BFM. I have read many of her posts and she really is a beacon of strength and courage.

I'm going out with some friends tonight to a concert. It should be really fun. I told H last night that I felt bad about not being home with my son two nights in a row so today I called him and told him that if he didn't have any plans tonight and wanted to spend some extra time with our son that would be just fine with me. I didn't want him to think he couldn't do that just because of the "schedule". I hope that didn't seem pushy to him. I just wanted him to know that if he wanted more time with him that I was certainly not opposed to that.

I'll stop in later to check on everyone!