I am totally laughing about your shuttle story.. that sounds like something that would happen to me (as the girl). Not sayin' I'm "foxy" or anything but it just reminds me of a lot of convos I have when I travel or even go out alone - someone's asking me where I'm going and wondering why I'm there by myself and such. Funny thing is.. I usually remember the conversations and people I met along the way MUCH more than I remember the "show." (not that I've seen the Chippendales but just sayin...).
Your trip went by too fast, I need at least another week of vicarious living.
Me 35, H 38; Together 13.5 yrs, M 7 Bomb 1 10/07/06 Sep'd 1/14/07 - 4/15 Piecing: 4/07 - 9/07 Bomb 3 10/11/07: Never loved you, let's separate 2/08 slowly improving 7/08 Piecing (7/25/08 rings back on!!) Current thread
H - just heard Sac's expecting 2+" of rain and up to 70 MPH hour wind gusts tomorrow. Yikes!! Drive safely!
Me 35, H 38; Together 13.5 yrs, M 7 Bomb 1 10/07/06 Sep'd 1/14/07 - 4/15 Piecing: 4/07 - 9/07 Bomb 3 10/11/07: Never loved you, let's separate 2/08 slowly improving 7/08 Piecing (7/25/08 rings back on!!) Current thread
I'm in Bakersfield now and it's raining. It was Soo windy coming here. I had to pull to the side of the road when big rigs came the other way. Yes NikB it was too short but it was not real. I was so excited to leave for home when I left but the time alone on the road started me thinking... and now i’m scared. I don't know what I am going to find. There have been no more ILU’s or I miss you’s.
we will see
Dr Love
And if I claim to be a wise man, well It surely means that I don't know
Drive safe! You're probably almost home - hope you missed most of the storm.
Me 35, H 38; Together 13.5 yrs, M 7 Bomb 1 10/07/06 Sep'd 1/14/07 - 4/15 Piecing: 4/07 - 9/07 Bomb 3 10/11/07: Never loved you, let's separate 2/08 slowly improving 7/08 Piecing (7/25/08 rings back on!!) Current thread
Yep I'm home..... Son & Dog came out to greet me. W was on the phone and after she did get up and came out did not really say anything. I went up to her and gave her a little kiss. Gave her her and son their "gifts". Son was excited W said that's cute. Then she told me son and her were going to the movies. I told son to let me know how it is and if it is good he and I could go next week. W said you can come if ya want. I said no that's ok. So here I sit with my dog..
later Dr Love
And if I claim to be a wise man, well It surely means that I don't know
Wow, kind of a weird welcome home sounds like - sorry about that. Gives you some time to get settled in I guess but weird..
Me 35, H 38; Together 13.5 yrs, M 7 Bomb 1 10/07/06 Sep'd 1/14/07 - 4/15 Piecing: 4/07 - 9/07 Bomb 3 10/11/07: Never loved you, let's separate 2/08 slowly improving 7/08 Piecing (7/25/08 rings back on!!) Current thread
Hey NikB, I read your E-mail. Again you are right. I am going to talk to her after son goes to school on Monday. I will not ask for a D. It's not what I really want. But I will tell her I don't know what's left. She is the analytical one, I am the emotional one. I will ask her what she would do if she were in my shoes. You were actually 99.9 present right. I don't think she can ever or will ever know what this has done to me. I don't expect an apology, I don't. But What I do want and expect is if we are going to make this M work I can not do it by myself. My pretending to be happy and all IS DECEVING. I am lying to her. Now I am not saying I need to go back to the miserable, crying person I was when this first happened. I can't. All of you have helped me grow beyond that. I am going to re read what you sent me over a few times before Monday. Until them.... I'M HOME BABY.... I had a great time. Met allot of people. Saw some awesome places. Lived without internet and became ME...The other thing I learned is I NEVER want to spend my B-Day alone again.
And........
My W needs my love baby, oh so bad She's not the only one I've ever had And if I say I wanna set her free Don't you know she'll be in misery They call me (Dr. Love)
And if I claim to be a wise man, well It surely means that I don't know
