I agree with Jeff. You didn't spook him, Ali. You conversed.
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I guess he could be lonely in his crummy flat. But, he was out last night...then must have woken up and literally couldnt face 2 days by himself before he went back to work on Monday..and probably didnt want to have to phone me again and see me. That puts a different slant on the past two weekends, maybe my friend was right, maybe he spent time with me just because he is low and needed company and it doesnt mean that he is having any regrets.
Or maybe he is missing me, but cant admit it.
Anything is possible, Ali. The key for you is to keep a positive mental attitude.
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I will look back on this phase of my life as just about the most frustrating series of events that I ever had to live through
Actually, you don't even have to look back. You already know it. Obviously, I am much farther down the road than you are. But when you get where I am you will find it was a part of your life and that you survived, learned from it, and continue to thrive as a person. For me, in some ways it was the worst thing that ever happened to me. And in other ways, it was the best thing that ever happened to me.