Joie, see this is exactly how I feel..Paranoia..I have been feeling this way for about 7 weeks now. I have to stop. It helps to know so many others are going through the same thing.
Me: 36 H: 34 2 D's: 10+13 Married: 13 yrs(Together 15) Found out about A-Jan 08 Finally ended April 08..I hope?? Struggling to co-exist in peace