I've been running two threads on this board. One for the solution journal and this thread. This one I vent, yell, scream and sometimes write other nonsense.

I don't know if it was because of the snow storm, but my W came home early. She complained about the fishy smell of dinner. Then she did some laundry. When I came down to wish her a good night I hugged her. The hug seemed to be a bit longer. Around 2:30 she came up to bed. For a few minutes we held hands. Then she jumped and pulled her's away. I searched for her hand and gave up after a few times. Then I turned away from her and went back to sleep.

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