Well, I knew it was coming. H has found an apt and is moving out. Now, we get to sit the kids down and tell them. Oh, joy. I'm in a strange place today. It's like I'm looking inside and see total devestation, yet outside (so far) I'm pretty calm. Not even any tears yet. I'll have to think on all this and figue out where I am. It's like a form of emotional shut-down. I was really good at this as a teenager and it's not very healthy. I'm hoping that all the exercise I've been doing is just putting me in a calmer place to be able to handle all of this. Not sure yet.
"The woods are lovely, dark and deep, But I have promises to keep, And miles to go before I sleep, And miles to go before i sleep."
