One night down.. and one more to go. At least tonight I have plans of dinner and a movie with a friend of mine.
I'm going to use this next section as a journalling exercise. I'm the type of person that easily recognizes positive attributes in other people but have difficulty turning the mirror toward myself. So, I want to put it out there in the universe the positives I see in myself...
-I am funny. I have a dry sense of humour and a quick wit. -I am attractive. Thick red curly hair, freckles and tall. (Some people may not like it.. but overall I think physically I'm a good catch) -I have a huge heart. I am a sensitive soul. I hurt for others and love deeply. -I am loyal. I stick by my friends and my loved ones. -I am hardworking. I'm not afraid of work. I like the feeling I get from accomplishing something and doing it well. -I have a wonderful family. Thank God I have such a loving family to be here for me through the tough time -I have great friends. Friends that WANT to be here for me. Want me to know how important I am to them. Friends that was to distract me or protect me or just be a shoulder to cry on. -I have created a beautiful angel. One of the best things about me is my beautiful little girl. It proves to me on a daily basis how good I am inside and out when I watch her. Half of her is me.. and when I look at her she is ALL goodness! -I am a great Mom. I teach, I nurture, I am her rock. I love her with all of my heart. -I am a great friend. I listen. I advise if asked. I help pick up and dust off when they are down. I am always just a phone call away. -I am honest. I pride myself on telling the truth. I hate lies.
I'll keep adding to this.. it's a work in progress. There are many things on the opposing side of this list.. but for now I just really need to focus on my positives..
