Funny WCW, trying to avoid the courage in a bottle, wasn't working out so well for me, as you know. I can't believe how time flies, but it has already been two weeks since my last update. (Whoops feeling like I am going to confession, and I am not even Catholic) The ups and downs continue. I have still not moved and have put that a bit on hold as you all know. Once we get close, she pulls away and I go back to same ole DB mode. I am feeling the need to mix things up, but not sure what to do. I have been living on the status quo for so long, it is getting old for me. A is still going on, W adn I connect on many nights, she has even has made the attempts to have just a W and H night, without saying as much. I am feeling empty tonight, like I need so much more, but the potential in W is there, i can see it. Last night, she as much as admitted that she is in a MLC. Losing weight, etc. I am being supportive, but fear I am too much "here". He!! she even complained about OM to me last night. Of course, they are just friends who share a child together. For me, life is good, back to myself and detaching once again. The swim season is over, with a bit of a dissappointment in that we did not have anyone make the state finals, but we had the best record in school history, not bad. Thanks for your replies, sorry I am not as active as I once was, but find a relief in not focusing on my sitch and letting things just be. I am a success story at the end of the day, regardless of how my M turns out.
